發洩文~~~~~~~~~~~~11/12/07



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後,煩ㄟ,不順ㄟ,有時候明明想這麼做,卻什麼也沒做
然後又在那邊氣惱,真的很遜ㄟ

有時候滿心期待,卻整個重擊,真所謂人生不如意十之八九
或許這也是所謂的因果吧,有所想望.有所期待,卻一定扮隨著失望與挫折。
那是平心靜氣的好呢????還是高低起伏的好呢???

有時候我又很容易放棄,想說隨便啦.算了啦,鋪好一整個溫暖的大床給自己當藉口逃避,真的整個爛掉,都已經在國外了,還不能show yourself, speak up,那還算什麼,還自以為有成長進步,整個就是努力不足,搞不清楚狀況,Do the right thing!!! Do the right thing!!! 別在那邊找藉口軟弱,You know what you need to make effort. You know what you want, come on, yehyeh, I know you can do it, just go for it!! Showing the positive you, don't be afraid, don't constrain yourself anymore.....just do it!!! Fight on!!!!!

OK,
發洩完煮飯唸書去掰

PS: ESL就要結束了呀......really sad.....(smoking).....I don't know.....every time saying goodbye, I will be sensitive......sometimes you just can keep going....and expect the next journey.....sigh.....sometimes it's too much to say anything...just you know, thanks......after all..........thanks.......thanks everything.

hmm......just thinking, maybe I have feeling again.......that's a good thing.XD



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